13.In My Darkest Hour
In my hour of need, hmph, you're not there
And though I reach out for you...wouldn't lend a hand
Through my darkest hour, grace did not shine on me
It feels so cold, very cold, no one cares for me
Did you ever think I get lonely?
Did you ever think that I needed love?
Did you ever think to stop thinking you're the
only one that I'm thining of?
You'll never know how hard I tried
To find my space and satisfy you too
Things will be better when I'm dead and gone
Don't try to understand
Knowing you, I'm probably wrong
But oh, how I lived my life for you
Still you'd turn away
Now as I die for you
My flesh still crawls as I breathe your name
All there years I thought I was wrong
Now I know it was you
Raise your head, raise your face, your eyes
Tell me who you think you are, who?
I walk, I walk alone into the promised land.
There's a better place for me but it's far, far away
Everlasting life for me in a perfect world
But I gotta die first
Please God send me on my way
Time has a way of taking time
Lonliness is not only felt by fools
Alone I call to ease the pain, yearing to be held by you
Alone, so alone, I'm lost, consumed by the pain
The pain, the pain, the pain, won't you hold me again?
You just laughed, ha ha, bitch!
My whole life is work built on the past
But the time has come when all things shall pass
The good has passed away
In my darkest hour
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